on Matt 9:27-35. Seventh Sunday after Pentecost
Today,
two blind men teach us much about faith and about prayer.
When
they encounter Jesus, they don’t exactly ask what you might expect
– for sight or for healing. Rather, they follow him, calling out,
“Have mercy on us, Son of David!” Now, mercy is healing, but it
also more than healing.
Eventually,
Jesus asks them, “Do you believe that I am able do this? So, not
only, “Do you believe I can heal you?” but really also, “Do you
have faith
that I can have mercy
on you?” Jesus is not asking these blind men merely what they think
of him or who he is in their opinion
– he is asking them about their faith
– about whom they know him to be in their hearts. And they confess
their faith that he is the one who can have mercy on them in their
blindness. They do believe and, according to their faith,
Jesus touches their eyes and opens them.
The Two Blind Men, detail, 6th Century Mosaic, Sant' Appollinare Nuovo, Ravenna |
What
drove Jesus to ask the two blind men about their faith? Well, first
they followed him for
quite some time, it would seem, as he walked from the house of a
ruler back to his own house. This was probably quite a way, because Jesus likely wasn't staying in the same neighborhood as such a socially significant person. This in and of itself is a marvel:
though they were blind, they were able to follow Jesus all the way to his house. They could not see him, but yet they went wherever he went. Now,
maybe they had help, or maybe they were following him by sound, or
maybe they simply knew the way to his house – the Gospel doesn’t
say – but regardless, I think it is a good image of faith that,
though blind, they could still follow Christ. They could see him, not
with the eyes of the body, but with the eyes of faith. According to
their faith, they could see already. Perhaps this is why they ask for
mercy and not only for their sight. “Blessed are they who have not
seen, but have believed.”
And
all the while as they were following him, they were crying out, “Have
mercy on us, son of David!” This kind of prayerful petition,
repeated again and again, ought to seem familiar to us who follow
Byzantine tradition – for here is one of the roots of the Jesus
Prayer. I hope you all know the Jesus Prayer and pray it daily:
Lord
Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, the sinner.
Lord
Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, the sinner.
Lord
Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, the sinner.
We
can hear in this, I think, an echo of the blind men’s prayer: “Son
of David, have mercy on us.” But it is also similar in the way
that they prayed it – crying and saying their prayer while
following after Jesus. It seems to me that they did not cry out their
prayer only once, but continuously and repeatedly as they followed
Jesus.
In
our hesychast tradition, under the guidance of our spiritual fathers
and mothers, we pray the Jesus prayer so frequently that the prayer
becomes a part of our very breathing – and of the beating of our
hearts so that we can aspire to pray unceasingly, as Paul teaches
us (1 Thess 5:17). Again and again in peace we pray to the Lord for mercy – as did
these two blind men before us.
Their
way of prayer also evokes the uncomfortable parable of the widow and
the unjust judge in Luke (18:1-8). Not once does the widow plead for
justice, but repeatedly. Not once do the blind men cry out for mercy
but continuously.
It
seems sometimes like we have to nag the Lord; we have to bend his
ear; we have to keep after him. Of course, this is only how it seems to us humans. Repetition, I think, helps evoke
the eternal for us temporal creatures. And it helps us forgetful
creatures to remember. Anyone
memorizing lines for a play or multiplication tables for a math test
knows the necessity of repetition for a human mind. If we creatures are
to remember our creator and our God, we must often repeat our prayer to him and our
calling upon his holy name. Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy
on me, the sinner.
It
is only after the widow has often plead for justice that the judge
gives her a just judgement and it is only after the blind men have
followed Jesus quite a way calling out for mercy and followed him
into his
house that he
asks them if they have faith. Only after
they have demonstrated faithfulness to some extent does he ask if
they have faith. We must be persistent. We must persevere in the
faith even when it seems we get no answer to our prayer the first time or the
second time or the seventh time we pray. Pray again! Do not lose
heart. Keep following after Jesus with a pure heart – not just in
the hope of some material reward, mind you, but in the hope of mercy. This is our petition: for mercy, for healing, for eternal life, and for union with God.
The
physical blindness of these two men has also for us, I believe, a
spiritual meaning. We are the blind men – until we through faith
receive the grace and mercy of the Lord, for which we must
continually cry out. Our vision of all things is darkened until we
see them in the light of Christ.
Only
in the light of Christ is it possible to see things as they really
are.
Only
in the light of Christ can we understand the true meaning of the
Torah and the prophets.
Only
in the light of Christ can we see and love our enemies as images of
God.
Only
in the light of Christ
can
we find any meaning
in our suffering because without Christ and his cross, all suffering
is meaningless. Only in Christ and in his cross can suffering become
a means of union with God – because only in Christ and in his cross
does the impassible God suffer with us
Only
in the light of Christ can we see that for us even death is but falling
asleep in the Lord and that the great dawn of resurrection is coming,
when we will awaken.
Without
the light of Christ, we are blind. And so, according to our faith and
due to our unceasing prayer, Christ will open our eyes.
1 comment:
Beautiful.
Thank you for this, Father.
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